Life So Far

Since I last wrote, my landlord's house suffered from a 3rd alarm house fire.  I was shocked!  I had to find out about said fire on Facebook!  😞😢

(NOT) GIVING UP! 😎

***TODAY'S POST IS ABOUT (NOT) GIVING UP.***

Right now, as I write this post (in the rehab facility), there's an older gentleman, Robert**, who is being quite loud.  Robert is quite upset because he's in great pain and he's convinced that the pain medication he was given isn't working.  He's wandering around the 2nd floor of our facility, screaming at the head nurse to let him leave.

I briefly encountered Robert this afternoon during my occupational therapy session.  During today's session, Robert was crying and carrying on (pain level) like a little baby.  He wanted to just give up & go back to his room.

Robert's therapist and I eventually convinced Robert to calm down and to not give up.  We learned that, at one point, Robert used to dance semi-professionally (Spanish dances only).  We saw a video of him and he's really good.

I actually told Robert that he needs to get better ASAP so he can come teach us these Spanish dances!

For me, in this instance, giving up is definitely NOT an option.  For those that are friends with me on Facebook, you noticed the post from yesterday about staying positive and not giving up.  Robert's poor attitude today was my confirmation to NOT give up!

Today's photo is of a seemingly abandoned old house in Sussex County, NJ.  I've always loved this house!  ❤️💜💗💙💚

** = Name has been changed to protect privacy.

SIGH...!!!

Has it REALLY been 3 weeks since the car accident in which I broke my right ankle?  Wow!  Time sure does fly!  😒😞 I had the external traction removed from my leg and the plates installed on Wednesday.

Although my life has been a bit tough lately, I DO have a lot of love and support from my parents, sister and my boyfriend, Christopher.  💛💙💜💚❤️💗💓💕💖💞💘💝

Sigh…Right now, I just feel like everyone, everything (& the whole world) is 1,000,000% against me!  😞😢 I feel so fucking alone.  Yes, I do know my loved one loves me, but life and my loved ones seem to be so frustrating right now!  AAAGGGHHH!!!  😳😱😩😡😢😭😪😥😰

But, for the time being, I just gotta suck it up, put my big girl panties on and it'll all get better!

EVERYONE, THANKS FOR LISTENING!!!!

French Translation:

At-il vraiment été trois semaines depuis l'accident de voiture dans lequel je me suis cassé la cheville droite? Hou La La! Temps que ne vole! 😒😞 je devais la traction externe retiré de ma jambe et les plaques installées mercredi.

Bien que ma vie a été un peu difficile ces derniers temps, je dois beaucoup d'amour et le soutien de mes parents, ma sœur et mon petit ami, Christopher. 💛💙💜💚❤️💗💓💕💖💞💘💝

Soupir ... En ce moment, je me sens comme tout le monde, tout (et le monde entier) est de 1.000.000% contre moi! 😞😢 je me sens si seul putain. Oui, je ne sais que mon bien-aimé me aime, mais la vie et de mes proches semble être très frustrant en ce moment! AAAGGGHHH !!! 😳😱😩😡😢😭😪😥😰

Mais, pour le moment, je dois juste sucer, mettre mes grandes culottes de fille sur et il va tous aller mieux!

TOUS, MERCI POUR ÉCOUTE !!!